Here I will give you some insight into how much I was able to do my past, including examples of my previous levels of functioning & my decline in health.

This is how I have to spend every day after I have had my evening meal. Since being on Pyridostigmine I no longer faint as often but still I have to lie down to prevent fainting. The only way to achieve being upright more often  is to improve my health which will make me less disabled.

This is a little then and now comparison, also some things you might have not considered

I have struggled more than most people for the whole of my life but I didn't realize until recently, then talked about my physical struggles when I was younger. I assumed everyone struggled to do daily tasks. It was interesting to discover similarities with other people who have the same conditions as me. 

I was diagnosed with 'growing pains' in primary school & they did nothing but continue to get worse, even after I stopped growing! 

I used to get called Daphne because I used to stand like her- you know the red head out of the Scooby Doo cartoon?>>>>

I did that because my hips would get so painfull when standing I would have to constantly shift my weight from one leg to another.

In secondary school I was taking paracetamol & ibuprofen, my GP just checked for arthritis etc (crp esr levels in my blood) said I didn't have that so I must be fine & left me to it. If my pain had been better under control my exhaustion might have been reduced. My poor experiences with the NHS & lack of knowledge about EDS & POTS in particular makes me want to help raise awareness but I can not do that well until I am less ill & disabled.

This is a photo of me at college from 2010 was 20. Although I had many 'sick days' I was well enough to actually

attend an educational institute most of the time. It was while I was studying Childcare & Education at Carlisle college in 2009/2010 that all my time off due to illness resulted in a meeting with the head of department.

This was the time I really struggled to walk the short distance from the bus stop to the college. Playing pool in the cafeteria-

how cool is that!

I desperately want to get well enough to at least be able to do some of the less strenuous activities I used to enjoy.

 

This is a photo of me when I was doing my A levels at University of Cumbria in 2007/2008.

During my 2 years here I went from being able to 1-walk to Brampton Road Campus from town & back again, then continuing walking around & go shopping, 2-to having to catch the bus, or needing a lift in a car to the door of the college, 3-to not being able to even make in in to class, or get out of the house & needing a nap during the day!

 

I also used to regularly work out but had to do less & less as my body was starting to fail me, I still managed to stay toned though. I would love to be well enough to both start my physio exercises to help stabilize my joints but also pick back up the exercises I used to do to look good & so I fit my old clothes!

Disabled people don't get as much for free as you might expect...

Whilst I am disappointed that my doctors did not help me sooner, & being the health experts, you would have thought they would have suggested help, but I too (& my family) didn't realise how ill & disabled I was until I couldn't make out of the classroom for lunch, and I had to literally get dropped off at the door of everywhere.

Plus the only medical advice I was getting was keep going, it will become easier. Only walking/moving didn't get easier, it became & continues to become, more & more difficult.

I went on a wonderful trip to London while doing my A levels in 2008. While there a friend took a photo of my hand as it was shaking. At the time I though it was because I had reduced the amount I worked out but now I know it was by muscles working so hard to hold themselves together.

I think had I not done exercise my symptoms may have been worse earlier.

My orthostatic intolerance has bothered me since a teenager, I assumed everyone at school struggled to stay conscious when they had to stand in assembly!

I have always been active, my parents encouraged it & living in the countryside there were always trees to climb! But I always remember episodes of extreme fatigue, I just thought everyone else experienced it too.

I remember being too utterly exhausted to go and play in the dens at the bottom of my school field, in 1998/1999 when I was about 8/9, so I looked after the little reception children instead, it is a good thing I enjoy looking after people! :)

 

 

Now I know that not everyone else struggles, and now I have some diagnosis I don't feel so guilty for taking a break. I don't know what level of 'wellness' to expect to get back to, but any energy is better than my current level of 1%!

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